Today was suppose to be special, something that would show me this year isn't going to be a totally horrible year like last year. But you know, after fighting with her and getting a "whatever" for a bye and not being able to sleep because I couldn't stop crying, I think I got my sign that this year is going to be horrible. Today is definately now just a regular day where I go to get my haircut. I half expect her to say that she's not gonna come when I call her this morning, but I also hald expect her to say she'll come but be totally miserable the whole time and then cancel our sleepover.

See what happens when I plan things?
I think I'm gonna do a lot of skipping this year.