I'm going crazy over here... I need to talk to her. The sad thing is that I'm sure she hardly even thinks about this at all. But I could be wrong right?

I feel so pathetic... she's my everything and I just don't know what to do with myself till I hear from her again...

I hate this.

My brother says that I just need to let it go. Forget about everything and just move on. For someone that's been this inlove with someone too, he sure doesn't know how hard that really is. Also... a part of me really doesn't want to believe that this is the end of our friendship... I mean, it was just a stupid fight like all the others, right? She said she cared at the end... that has to count for something.