I know this is horrible, and I'm really running for time on the computer so I better make this quick.

I know she's hurt right now, and I truly do feel for her but still I can't help but hurt that she called her first... and I know she said there's no sense in worrying about it but I do. Is this selfish? I mean, just because we shared a first kiss doesn't give me the right to think she'd come to me first, does it?
It just really hurts for some reason..