I'm disappointed in myself.
Very disappointed.
It was just so tempting. I was hurting. I wanted relief. A feeling that could be on the outside, not the inside. The bright color of red just seems to send a relief that I can't describe. The pain over takes the pain on the inside and lets me forget. The only worry I have is I think it was too deep.
The scary thing is... I think I'm accidted to cutting again.