Why can't I stop crying?! It's just a fucking couple of weeks... I'm overacting so much. I just keep thinking something's going to happen... change things. I don't want anything to change. Sure, I'm not completely happy but I am somewhat, it's the closest I've been to happy. I don't want to come back and figure out that something changed with her... or he came here.. or something happened, anything happened.
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